Wow, what a douche I am, I said I was going to post something tomorrow and that was like 4 days ago. I just forgot. I'm dumb. I was (honest to God!) making a post on the promised "tomorrow" but I ended up getting sidetracked by another thing and so the next day I was like "Today" but I forgot and it went on until just a few moments ago.
Well in the post I began to make but never got around until finishing, I was apologizing for just dropping off the grid like that and leaving any of my loyal followers (whoever that may be I'm guessing the number is like 3 or 4 at the most).
So I guess this is the point where I bring you up on what's being going on in my life right? Well since I don't remember what point I left off, I'm just going to wing it.
I'm fine. Pretty. Fine. Fit as a fiddle.Hell I can even jump over the moon up above. And I'm also ready for love. But anyways, yes I doing okay. There is some stuff that is a bit ehhh but I think I could figure it all out. Maybe I'll make a post about that later if I really feel like talking about it, and I'm not worried about you people judging me. Cause I know, you say that you wouldn't judge me, but you probably will.
Aw man, I just got sidetracked, again. This time it was homework but it's as easy getting sidetracked from homework than it is for this so I was sort of at an impasse until I decided to go "fuck it" because math is too hard and I can read 15 pages of a book during the school day easy. I've just been getting lazy these past few weeks. There's only 19 school days left. 19. That's less than 20. 20! Once that's done, it'll be summer vacation and I can calm down then.
What am I going to do this summer you ask? Oh... you didn't ask? Well, whatever I'm telling you anyways. One thing is I'm going to finish learning how drive because I haven't really driven on the street all that much, and then get my driver's permit because I'm finally 16 and fuck yeah.
I'm also going to look for a job. My godmother told my mom about this job volunteer thing at a place with like animals and stuff and I would want to work there so let's see how that works out. Maybe it'll be a paying job and I'll have enough money to buy a car when I get my driver's license, which will that happen? probably not, but I like to remain optimistic.
You know what? There is more I wanted to add but part of the reason I blew off doing homework was because I wanted to go to bed before 2 in the morning and it's already midnight. If I just save this as a draft and try to continue it than I'll never finish it and you'll see me as a big ol' dumbfuck. So this is it from now. Nothing really worthwhile but I'm trying to bring myself back up since it's been a while since I've posted anything and am a bit rusty. Adios.
Followers
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Monday, April 22, 2013
*cough* *cough*
Jesus-mother-frickin'-Christ there sure is a lot of dust here from me not coming around more often. I'll do a better job of clearing it tomorrow. I just wanted to show that this place isn't some abandoned haunted blog. Now that you know someone still lives here, get off my lawn or mow it if you care so much about this place!
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
You guys
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Hey guys see if you can figure this out
Well on Friday some guy in my class said to me "You don't look gay". Can you be astute and figure out what I'm saying?
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Pinches Frontera
Right you don't think little ol' me would just post something like that out of the blue with no explanation right? I mean sure that song is so great you could probably listen to it a couple hundred times before wondering "Why did he post it?" Well If you paid attention to my last talking post, you might've read something about me being angry at the comment of "why don't they go back to their own country?" Right well let's dive into that? Yeah sure, it'll be fun!
First of all, I don't think it should come as any surprise to know that I'm Hispanic, Mexican actually (shocker). Right well, like many Hispanic kids in the US, my parents are illegal immigrants *cue the INS knocking at my door*, and not just Hispanic, there are Asian, and African, and European immigrants. That being so, most of the immigrants people talk about are Mexican ones, but I'll come back to the other in a little bit.
Now what is making me mad is how a lot and I mean a lot of people in the U.S complain and complain about "the parasitic border jumpers are taking all of our jobs". Now I mean parasitic is a pretty strong word, because I mean really parasitic. That sounds like borderline racism. But. They say Mexicans take their jobs, stealing their jobs. Well I mean what jobs are those? The ones who work outside, in the field, in the hot sun, picking plants for you to eat for a measly wage? You know like farmers, except, you don't want to be a farmer do you? Oh no, that's probably a tad to degrading for you. Or what about a house cleaner? What's that? You have an associate's degree in accounting? Oh excuse me, you're right that's too little for you, better just leave it to the single Mexican mom trying to take care of her three kids. But wait! "STOP STEALING OUR JOBS DAMN YOU!" "You and your job-having-money-gaining-money-spending-on-stores-ergo-helping-the-economy parasite!"
Just go back to your country they say. Oh well you know what? I don't know if you know this, but there's this little thing called the drug cartel that's kind of famous for chopping off random people's heads and leaving their bodies as roadblocks as warnings to everyone else. Now would you want to be living in a place like that? No, if Mexico was already like that, and the US became like that, you'd be looking to be moving to Canada right? I know what you're thinking "I'll just apply for citizenship before moving there, I wouldn't ever break the law" well just give me a minute sweetheart, I'll show you why you would. People say "It's not my fault that it's like that, they have to live there". Well maybe if you STOPPED BUYING DRUGS FROM THEM THERE WOULD BE LESS OF THAT AND WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO MOVE. There not gonna sell to a place that doesn't want it. Apart from moving away from the violence, there's also a reason many, many, pretty much every immigrant end up taking crap jobs. BECAUSE THEY'RE AREN'T RICH OR HAVE DECENT MONEY! No, they make money buy farming or raising goats and sheep and cows and bulls and chickens and all that other stuff, and either selling the animal or whatever that animal makes. And farming isn't that profitable even here, and there, you're gonna be trying to sell animals to people would have to be selling animals too. They come here for a better life, and you know what? It works. My dad used to and would probably still be living in a crappy house built out of adobe or branches, which they built themselves, and they would have to rebuild if there was ever a bad storm. Here he has his own house that he owns and can hold up in a storm. He has a good car, good clothes, a lot more comfortable than he would. And now you're trying to take that away.
Now back to applying for visas and all that other crap. I have a few relatives here that have become US citizens by taking that test, and they're doing pretty good, better than us actually. But they applied after living here illegally, because doing it beforehand is a complete pain in the ass. If every single immigrant ever applied to be able to live here, it would take fucking forever to be accepted, and not everyone would be accepted. And you cross the border and get caught, you are detained, and if I remember correctly you can apply for a visa or something while you're there. That is, if you don't mind waiting a couple of years, because that's just how long it can take. So now that you've left your family to enter another country so you can help them by sending money, you're stuck there and your kids are without a mother because you couldn't take them with you.
And lets not forget once you get here and then you get caught. Then what, you're deported and what of your kids? You go obviously but do you take them with you so they get to live with their family or do you let them stay here parentless so they can have better lives? It's a complicated thing, but certain types of people want to make that happen, and are currently doing it.
Now now, just to show you that I'm not being completely biased and showing the "good" parts of illegal immigration I'll talk about that bad parts. See in 8th grade I had speech class and had to a debate sort of speech and my friend and I (I had friends back then) paired up and tried thinking of topic and he seems pretty set on immigration, so we went with him being pro and me being con. After I found a Republican website, I found all the bad things that is illegal immigration, which according to them is everything (political joke, I don't have much practice with them, yea or nay?). I have since thrown away my note cards and paper with research and forgotten a good number of things but I still remember a good part of it. Now let's see, a lot of drug related things like drug trafficking and drug distribution happen through smuggling drugs through Mexico and Central America, and South America. Now that's bad, but like I've said before, Americans are partly to blame, you want to drugs so you buy it from them, if you didn't want drugs they wouldn't be able to sell it to you. Supply and demand, that's pretty basic thing. Stealing jobs. I won't deny that an illegal immigrant could take the job of say a cashier at McDonalds from a college student. They both need need, one belongs to this country and the other one came here illegally, one will work for less. You'd go for the one who works for less instead of the other one even if the person you're hiring is here illegally. Now that student is out of a job because all the other jobs are gone because they're taken up or have been outsourced. But that's a whole other issue that I'm not even going to try to get into. But say the college kid gets the job, congratulations, you now have something to fall back into when your degree in Liberal Arts doesn't quite help pay the bills, but anyways the immigrant is now out of a job. Now I don't know if this is true or anything because I sure as hell haven't ever heard any other people except the anti-immigrant people talking about it, but apparently now they'll be able to live off welfare and all that other junk. I don't need to explain why that's bad, people get welfare, welfare comes from the government, the government gets that money from taxes, and you, the middle class, pay those taxes. So you would be paying for someone to not work, but there's something I don't understand and maybe one of you will be able to help me out, if you can pay all these taxes for the rich and poor, and still be considered middle-class... why are you complaining? I mean yeah it would suck big time but does it really? Does it suck as much as it would if you were in lower class? Moving along, along with increased immigration, there will be an increase in violence and no one wants that, violence is bad. And that's all I can think of for the negatives without looking it up, and I don't really want to do research right now.
But you know that's just Mexicans, probably because a lot of illegal immigrants tend to be Mexican, but there's always the European immigrants, and the Puerto Ricans, and the Africans arriving at New York, around where most of your anti-immgrant ancestors arrived, and Asians arriving in places like California along with other Hispanic immigrants. And they have all been harassed. The Chinese during the Gold Rush, the Mexicans in pretty much everywhere, hell even the Irish immigrants were looked down on. Is it all because we're all just a tiny bit xenophobic? Some use that fact that they're illegal immigrants as a thinly veiled disguise so they can be racist and still look like good people "Hey this man dislikes illegal immigrants which hurt our country, I like this man!" but some just genuinely just don't like the fact that they're illegal, because you know there can be good reason. But I still don't see that a reason to paint ALL of the illegal immigrants as "parasitic and lazy" and all that crap they say they care. A good portion of them are just good people trying to find a better life, and it's too bad that a lot of people fail to see that.
Now please, enjoy these songs
First of all, I don't think it should come as any surprise to know that I'm Hispanic, Mexican actually (shocker). Right well, like many Hispanic kids in the US, my parents are illegal immigrants *cue the INS knocking at my door*, and not just Hispanic, there are Asian, and African, and European immigrants. That being so, most of the immigrants people talk about are Mexican ones, but I'll come back to the other in a little bit.
Now what is making me mad is how a lot and I mean a lot of people in the U.S complain and complain about "the parasitic border jumpers are taking all of our jobs". Now I mean parasitic is a pretty strong word, because I mean really parasitic. That sounds like borderline racism. But. They say Mexicans take their jobs, stealing their jobs. Well I mean what jobs are those? The ones who work outside, in the field, in the hot sun, picking plants for you to eat for a measly wage? You know like farmers, except, you don't want to be a farmer do you? Oh no, that's probably a tad to degrading for you. Or what about a house cleaner? What's that? You have an associate's degree in accounting? Oh excuse me, you're right that's too little for you, better just leave it to the single Mexican mom trying to take care of her three kids. But wait! "STOP STEALING OUR JOBS DAMN YOU!" "You and your job-having-money-gaining-money-spending-on-stores-ergo-helping-the-economy parasite!"
Just go back to your country they say. Oh well you know what? I don't know if you know this, but there's this little thing called the drug cartel that's kind of famous for chopping off random people's heads and leaving their bodies as roadblocks as warnings to everyone else. Now would you want to be living in a place like that? No, if Mexico was already like that, and the US became like that, you'd be looking to be moving to Canada right? I know what you're thinking "I'll just apply for citizenship before moving there, I wouldn't ever break the law" well just give me a minute sweetheart, I'll show you why you would. People say "It's not my fault that it's like that, they have to live there". Well maybe if you STOPPED BUYING DRUGS FROM THEM THERE WOULD BE LESS OF THAT AND WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO MOVE. There not gonna sell to a place that doesn't want it. Apart from moving away from the violence, there's also a reason many, many, pretty much every immigrant end up taking crap jobs. BECAUSE THEY'RE AREN'T RICH OR HAVE DECENT MONEY! No, they make money buy farming or raising goats and sheep and cows and bulls and chickens and all that other stuff, and either selling the animal or whatever that animal makes. And farming isn't that profitable even here, and there, you're gonna be trying to sell animals to people would have to be selling animals too. They come here for a better life, and you know what? It works. My dad used to and would probably still be living in a crappy house built out of adobe or branches, which they built themselves, and they would have to rebuild if there was ever a bad storm. Here he has his own house that he owns and can hold up in a storm. He has a good car, good clothes, a lot more comfortable than he would. And now you're trying to take that away.
Now back to applying for visas and all that other crap. I have a few relatives here that have become US citizens by taking that test, and they're doing pretty good, better than us actually. But they applied after living here illegally, because doing it beforehand is a complete pain in the ass. If every single immigrant ever applied to be able to live here, it would take fucking forever to be accepted, and not everyone would be accepted. And you cross the border and get caught, you are detained, and if I remember correctly you can apply for a visa or something while you're there. That is, if you don't mind waiting a couple of years, because that's just how long it can take. So now that you've left your family to enter another country so you can help them by sending money, you're stuck there and your kids are without a mother because you couldn't take them with you.
And lets not forget once you get here and then you get caught. Then what, you're deported and what of your kids? You go obviously but do you take them with you so they get to live with their family or do you let them stay here parentless so they can have better lives? It's a complicated thing, but certain types of people want to make that happen, and are currently doing it.
Now now, just to show you that I'm not being completely biased and showing the "good" parts of illegal immigration I'll talk about that bad parts. See in 8th grade I had speech class and had to a debate sort of speech and my friend and I (I had friends back then) paired up and tried thinking of topic and he seems pretty set on immigration, so we went with him being pro and me being con. After I found a Republican website, I found all the bad things that is illegal immigration, which according to them is everything (political joke, I don't have much practice with them, yea or nay?). I have since thrown away my note cards and paper with research and forgotten a good number of things but I still remember a good part of it. Now let's see, a lot of drug related things like drug trafficking and drug distribution happen through smuggling drugs through Mexico and Central America, and South America. Now that's bad, but like I've said before, Americans are partly to blame, you want to drugs so you buy it from them, if you didn't want drugs they wouldn't be able to sell it to you. Supply and demand, that's pretty basic thing. Stealing jobs. I won't deny that an illegal immigrant could take the job of say a cashier at McDonalds from a college student. They both need need, one belongs to this country and the other one came here illegally, one will work for less. You'd go for the one who works for less instead of the other one even if the person you're hiring is here illegally. Now that student is out of a job because all the other jobs are gone because they're taken up or have been outsourced. But that's a whole other issue that I'm not even going to try to get into. But say the college kid gets the job, congratulations, you now have something to fall back into when your degree in Liberal Arts doesn't quite help pay the bills, but anyways the immigrant is now out of a job. Now I don't know if this is true or anything because I sure as hell haven't ever heard any other people except the anti-immigrant people talking about it, but apparently now they'll be able to live off welfare and all that other junk. I don't need to explain why that's bad, people get welfare, welfare comes from the government, the government gets that money from taxes, and you, the middle class, pay those taxes. So you would be paying for someone to not work, but there's something I don't understand and maybe one of you will be able to help me out, if you can pay all these taxes for the rich and poor, and still be considered middle-class... why are you complaining? I mean yeah it would suck big time but does it really? Does it suck as much as it would if you were in lower class? Moving along, along with increased immigration, there will be an increase in violence and no one wants that, violence is bad. And that's all I can think of for the negatives without looking it up, and I don't really want to do research right now.
But you know that's just Mexicans, probably because a lot of illegal immigrants tend to be Mexican, but there's always the European immigrants, and the Puerto Ricans, and the Africans arriving at New York, around where most of your anti-immgrant ancestors arrived, and Asians arriving in places like California along with other Hispanic immigrants. And they have all been harassed. The Chinese during the Gold Rush, the Mexicans in pretty much everywhere, hell even the Irish immigrants were looked down on. Is it all because we're all just a tiny bit xenophobic? Some use that fact that they're illegal immigrants as a thinly veiled disguise so they can be racist and still look like good people "Hey this man dislikes illegal immigrants which hurt our country, I like this man!" but some just genuinely just don't like the fact that they're illegal, because you know there can be good reason. But I still don't see that a reason to paint ALL of the illegal immigrants as "parasitic and lazy" and all that crap they say they care. A good portion of them are just good people trying to find a better life, and it's too bad that a lot of people fail to see that.
Now please, enjoy these songs
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Friday, September 7, 2012
My hair
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| First spiking up |
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| Second time, much better |
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| Nursing it like a wee baby and it's growing |
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| YES |
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| Felt like badass even though it was crappy |
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| Now today (after walking home in the rain so it doesn't look that great) |
Sunday, September 2, 2012
Listen up you fuckers, you screwheads. Here's a man who would not take it anymore...
I'm sorry I just love that line, I'm not calling any of you fuckers or screwheads.
I've been a bad man, a very bad man. I haven't posted anything in a really long time and you guys (just the two apparently) still check on me to see if I'm with it. I guess I just lost a good part motivation when most of the other blogs I followed on here sort of stopped. *sigh* Remember David? Andy? Andrew? whatever you called him? He was pretty fly, very fly in fact, but he moved I think and he stopped posting. If it weren't for him none of you would have ever been graced with my presence , but once he left my blog thing began to slowly deflate. It's sad, it makes me really sad. But do not worry, I don't see myself stopping anytime, dragging this out till I'm around 18 seems the closest thing to a stop to all this, but notice how I said "seems", that means maybe that, or maybe more who knows, let's just see.
So you guys seem to have figured out that I'm back in school, and you have guessed alright. Now let me tell you, the first day back, it wasn't really as bad as I pictured it, in fact the whole first week was actually very bearable, I mean my teachers seemed okay, I traded Team Sports for Psychology (a class that only seniors and juniors usually take, but a few 10th graders can take if they're lucky), and all my classes seemed pretty good, there wasn't that much a social pressure, ah it was great. Was. I said was. That's past tense. That means it's not "pretty good" anymore. It's just average, or below average. See where do I begin.
Well first and foremost, I don't know if I mentioned it in a previous post, but my hair had grown to a reasonable length and I went with the liberty spike haircut, and it was really, I was really proud of it, I did a hairspray/hairgel combo job with just hairgel, and it came out fucking fantastic, but it only lasted a week because my mother claimed that I was scaring little kids with it and that the school wouldn't let me in if I kept it up. It got to the point where she started to threaten me with "I don't care if I have to cut it while you're sleeping, or if I have to get someone to hold you down while I cut it, or if I have to hit you, it has to be cut". And my lock on my bedroom door is so cheap, I mean you could open it with a folded piece of paper I'm not even kidding. So she chopped off about two inches after she said "It's not even going to be a few centimeters" WELL YOU SURE GOT THAT RIGHT, and it made it so wimpy. I totally lost my mohawk groove and I did a five minute job in ten minutes. That is, in ten minutes I managed to do something that would normally take me five. Very bad, I felt like cutting the whole thing off right there and then because it was just so bad. But it's grown since then a little more, and once it hits five inches, it's going back in spikes.
Now back to school, lunch period is something that I don't really like, see I have to sit alone, or if the lunchroom is full, sit with people I barely know, and since everyone is already so closely knitted in their circle of friends, trying to enter it would be harder than breaking into the White House (though you know in the past few years some people did that pretty easily, so hey maybe there's hope for me!). But it seemed doable, bearable until the principal switched around the lunch schedule for our class and now we were in a different hour with, ohoho get this, my brother and his friends. Now I don't know why but it just seemed worse, because I know, oh I knew they were talking about me and I knew all my brother was saying was "Yeah" in return. And then to top it all off I had the vice-principal come over to assure that I wasn't going to end up shoot up the school because I was sitting alone. If you keep asking MAYBE I WILL.... aw I just broke one of my favorite pens.
And then there's the thing about how I can't seem to hold concentration for more than a minute, which results at me looking at my work and going "What the hell...." I've already been confused in algebra (though I feel pretty good about a test I took on Friday), Spanish (I have the teacher from hell again which resulted and me drawing this
and English.What's with all this analyzing shit? Yeah it might help me in college, but what if I don't go to college, and why would I even need it in college if I'm not going to become a writer or something along those lines? Same goes for pretty much every other subject in school after 5th grade. I have professional life skills this semester, where apparently you learn how to make resumes, and how to do interviews, you know, things you actually use in life?
And a final little thing, when I thought that my family wasn't as poor as I was making it out to be, it turns out they owe my godparents like six or seven thousand dollars, which was better than 5 years ago when they owed them 15 thousand (it's this whole thing with moving from California to the Midwest, it's complicated), and the a few more to friends, and then a bucket load (less that 30 thousand I think) to credit cards. It's a sad day when I have to use my Christmas and birthday money and my brother has to do the same to buy school supplies.
Which brings me to my last and final point where I think Max may be getting sick, but the thing is a check-up at the vet would cost like 80 dollars, and that's if nothings wrong. What if he needs medicine, what then? And you know if nothing's wrong I don't want to waste my parent's money on something like that, especially since they have had to send a lot of money to Mexico because my dad's sister needed help, and his dad and grandfather needed to go to the hospital. But of course none I'm so sure none of it would've happened if we "stayed on our side of the border" Oh my god you don't even get my started on that, I just want to
when I hear people talk like that. I'm actually planning to write about it.
But okay I'll stop for now, just to let you all know that I still remember I have this. Until next time, peace.
I've been a bad man, a very bad man. I haven't posted anything in a really long time and you guys (just the two apparently) still check on me to see if I'm with it. I guess I just lost a good part motivation when most of the other blogs I followed on here sort of stopped. *sigh* Remember David? Andy? Andrew? whatever you called him? He was pretty fly, very fly in fact, but he moved I think and he stopped posting. If it weren't for him none of you would have ever been graced with my presence , but once he left my blog thing began to slowly deflate. It's sad, it makes me really sad. But do not worry, I don't see myself stopping anytime, dragging this out till I'm around 18 seems the closest thing to a stop to all this, but notice how I said "seems", that means maybe that, or maybe more who knows, let's just see.
So you guys seem to have figured out that I'm back in school, and you have guessed alright. Now let me tell you, the first day back, it wasn't really as bad as I pictured it, in fact the whole first week was actually very bearable, I mean my teachers seemed okay, I traded Team Sports for Psychology (a class that only seniors and juniors usually take, but a few 10th graders can take if they're lucky), and all my classes seemed pretty good, there wasn't that much a social pressure, ah it was great. Was. I said was. That's past tense. That means it's not "pretty good" anymore. It's just average, or below average. See where do I begin.
Well first and foremost, I don't know if I mentioned it in a previous post, but my hair had grown to a reasonable length and I went with the liberty spike haircut, and it was really, I was really proud of it, I did a hairspray/hairgel combo job with just hairgel, and it came out fucking fantastic, but it only lasted a week because my mother claimed that I was scaring little kids with it and that the school wouldn't let me in if I kept it up. It got to the point where she started to threaten me with "I don't care if I have to cut it while you're sleeping, or if I have to get someone to hold you down while I cut it, or if I have to hit you, it has to be cut". And my lock on my bedroom door is so cheap, I mean you could open it with a folded piece of paper I'm not even kidding. So she chopped off about two inches after she said "It's not even going to be a few centimeters" WELL YOU SURE GOT THAT RIGHT, and it made it so wimpy. I totally lost my mohawk groove and I did a five minute job in ten minutes. That is, in ten minutes I managed to do something that would normally take me five. Very bad, I felt like cutting the whole thing off right there and then because it was just so bad. But it's grown since then a little more, and once it hits five inches, it's going back in spikes.
Now back to school, lunch period is something that I don't really like, see I have to sit alone, or if the lunchroom is full, sit with people I barely know, and since everyone is already so closely knitted in their circle of friends, trying to enter it would be harder than breaking into the White House (though you know in the past few years some people did that pretty easily, so hey maybe there's hope for me!). But it seemed doable, bearable until the principal switched around the lunch schedule for our class and now we were in a different hour with, ohoho get this, my brother and his friends. Now I don't know why but it just seemed worse, because I know, oh I knew they were talking about me and I knew all my brother was saying was "Yeah" in return. And then to top it all off I had the vice-principal come over to assure that I wasn't going to end up shoot up the school because I was sitting alone. If you keep asking MAYBE I WILL.... aw I just broke one of my favorite pens.
And then there's the thing about how I can't seem to hold concentration for more than a minute, which results at me looking at my work and going "What the hell...." I've already been confused in algebra (though I feel pretty good about a test I took on Friday), Spanish (I have the teacher from hell again which resulted and me drawing this
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| Face came out pretty good, I messed up on everything neck down though |
And a final little thing, when I thought that my family wasn't as poor as I was making it out to be, it turns out they owe my godparents like six or seven thousand dollars, which was better than 5 years ago when they owed them 15 thousand (it's this whole thing with moving from California to the Midwest, it's complicated), and the a few more to friends, and then a bucket load (less that 30 thousand I think) to credit cards. It's a sad day when I have to use my Christmas and birthday money and my brother has to do the same to buy school supplies.
Which brings me to my last and final point where I think Max may be getting sick, but the thing is a check-up at the vet would cost like 80 dollars, and that's if nothings wrong. What if he needs medicine, what then? And you know if nothing's wrong I don't want to waste my parent's money on something like that, especially since they have had to send a lot of money to Mexico because my dad's sister needed help, and his dad and grandfather needed to go to the hospital. But of course none I'm so sure none of it would've happened if we "stayed on our side of the border" Oh my god you don't even get my started on that, I just want to
But okay I'll stop for now, just to let you all know that I still remember I have this. Until next time, peace.
Friday, July 20, 2012
It has begun
What am I talking about? Oh don't you worry your pretty little face I'll tell you what. See what has already started is the dreams. Oh I'm sorry, did I say dreams? I meant FUCKING NIGHTMARES. See every year, EVERY year a month or so before school starts I start dreaming about school. Kind of like a built in spider-sense to alert me to start stressing, which is funny that I should mention a Spider-Man thing, the first dream I had I was at school, 5 minutes to the bell, going to the library to finish the math summer assignment I only did part of, when I end up fighting the Venom symbiote (the black goo thing) as me being Spider-Man without the costume. That's another thing too, fucking ruining comic books for me, I've just started getting into Spider-Man because reading comics from the 60s now........... ugh. I don't even like mainstream music and movies from the 80s so that must be like unbearable. Right so yeah I guess I should just..... get to work and not waste anymore time on this...... I hate school.
Friday, July 6, 2012
I AM SO FUCKING HYPED UP
For no reason, it's nearly five in the morning (record-breaker) and I am still going. I am like all hyper, I can't seem to calm down. Maybe it was that I slept for about half the day and drank a Coke and some Red Bull and all this music I'm listening to. It's so "get up and move around!" energetic. I'm planning to not sleep until I reach 24 hours which would be 6:32 PM and then I'll think about going to sleep. I've almost gone 24 hours without rest and was around hour 21 and at 1 AM but I decided to go to bed because there was nothing to do but now I can do it.
I know it probably shouldn't be the type of thing I'm suppose to be doing, as opposed to feeding the homeless or overthrowing a tyrant, but it's something to do, and besides I'm in such a good mood right now. I know that seems hard to believe since most of the time I come off as pessimistic and cynical, but I'm actually quite the contrary. While I may be pessimistic about small details, I'm very optimistic about the big picture. If you don't understand that then think of it as Watchmen if you've ever seen/read it; Ozymandias wanted to save the world because the US and USSR were on the brink of a nuclear war, and he came up with a plan to save it. However he had to do something pretty grim, that is decimate half of New York and pawn it off as an alien/Dr. Manhattan attack to unite both countries. Now I can be brooding about how someone who donated a lot of money to a charity is just doing it to look good, and that he doesn't care about the orphan seals he's helping, but still thinking about how starving children will be able to go on another day and another, to eventually, hopefully a better life.
Actually now that I think about it, it wasn't such a good example. The sun is coming up, so I think I'm losing my powers. My power is a liberated mind that only nighttime can achieve... and maybe pot, but fuck that shit, if I want to put something in me that'll change what I think like, it'll be alcohol, ALCOHOL. Wow my writing has gone downhill ever since I noticed light. I have to stop this before I start to talk in a really dull way, over and over and over and over again.
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